My best friend died of leukemia in 2021.

Death had never knocked this close to my door. 

A few days prior we had called.

I comforted him. We laughed. Made grim jokes about life. Death. Religion. 

I told him. " You promised we were going to the top together [...] I don't want to go to the top if you won't be there "

He said " I understand. I couldn't have asked for a better brother. Let the world know our story" 

I've never loved someone this much and connected to them and respected them even more. 

It was a pivotal point in my life and I don't think I've still accepted it. 

I saw this great man. Go from powerful to frail. Blind. Gasping for breath after standing. 

And before I knew. Dead. 

We began this journey of curiosity and entrepreneurship together.

Death can have me when it earns it.

But till then, I want to build the life him and I dreamed. 

And you should too. I only use this event as motivation. 

Use the tragedies in your life to fuel your anger at the world. 

And defeat it.