It's February and I must say I'm extremely proud to still be persevering with optimism. I'm grateful to have made it through challenges despite secret hostility and unfair dislike from harmful influences. Keeping a positive outlook while trying to contribute in a small way brings me joy, even when the effort meets undeserved indifference or pretense from those with conflicting agendas. While rejection due to pettiness or deception can be discouraging, choosing honesty and good faith helps me appreciate the simple gift of each day.